Listen all, I want to thank everyone for their patience with me of late... I've had some serious home issues and it's made my life extremely confusing and like a rollercoaster ride.. At times I;m not comfortable getting on team speak cause I don't want to bring peeps down and sometimes Im just attrempting to do something to get my head in a place where Im not thinking about what's happening in my world..

So nothing perosnal, and don't feel that Im being standoffish.. When I play tribes it's a way for me to buy time and not think about life.. You all are wonderful wonderful friends and I thank God every day for every one of you.. Skyline you're a rock buddy..

In a nutshell by twin brother attempted to be done with life a few weeks ago, he has been staying with me for a few months now and has had problems on and off for a few years now.. He went missing Friday and I havent seen him nor heard from him sense and needless to say I am beside myself..

Not something I am comfortable sharing, just not like me.. But I do owe you all an explanation for my flakiness lately cause that isnt like me either.. Suffice it to say that when Im with you all its like being with family and I appreciate you all being tollerant with me thru this, Im on a rollercoaster just now and so please understand it's all very much me and not you..

Thank you all though.. Have a good one..

Freely

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Thank you for the update Freely. I've been very worried about you. I know how this sort of thing can be both physically and emotionally exhausting. I can't say I know what you are going through, but I do understand what it is like to worry about people we are close to. So please don't worry about the team. We are more worried for you than you are for us.

Take your time. Let us support you when you feel able to receive it. We are there to help you get your mind off your immediate situation, or there to let you talk about it. Whatever your needs are. Just let us know.

And just one more little thing. You aren't bringing us down. Friends are there to share life's ups and downs. That's basically the meaning of friendship in a nutshell. Don't ever feel you are burdening us, bringing us down, or anything along those lines, because it just isn't so. Secondly, accepting help can be a personal hurdle, but I hope you can bring yourself to accept our support.

Thank you Lady, and yeah I understand what you're saying.. I've always been the type to just take lifes ups and downs alone.. I don't know why that is, I just know when it comes to my own problems I have always attempted to go them alone cause basically I don't think people would understand.. I trust you all very much though and I do very much appreciation your patience and even talking about this now is a big leap for me in a possitive direction..

But thanx, you have no idea how very much I respect you and all those I have gotten to know here.. RD is the best, but more than that, the people are caring and family and Im just happy to be part of this family.. Thanks again..

Freely

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you know me buddy, I'm there whenever you wanna talk. You have helped me a lot and are a great friend to talk to. My support and prayers are always with you and I hope things will pan out soon, but not to be negative, it may take a little time as life is like a "rollercoaster". You PM if you ever wanna talk or have something on your mind that we could talk about.

I hope that we can continue to play together as it seems I may have wrecked your fun in that territory, but I hope not, cuz you left without any word or anything and you got me wondering if something happened. I thought u might have lost your connection but wasn't sure.

Take care my man.

Freely we <3 U! Hands down and we may always say it but we do! You have been an inspiration to us all and a great friend allow us to do the same for you. As hard as things are going for you always know there is a bright side somewhere even if its not seen its there.

Whatever time you need we understand just know you ahve a bunch of friends here to talk to, game with, or just be there for you in game and in life.

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yeah sorry to hear your going through tough times,,,,,,,,,,it was nice playing with you today had fun

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